"It's not easy but at least it makes sense." That's the part that bugs her the most. It doesn't make sense. Why Sawyer? He'd been here forever. She shrugs, presses her cut lip to the knee of her sweats, shrugs again and then lifts her head just enough to say, "It kinda feels personal, I guess. So many people, so fast. Liv and Imri haven't even been gone that long yet."