She knuckles him in stomach over the PMS comment, but it's barely even hard enough to make him flinch. "I don't even know how, babe. I don't even know what to say or where to start or what's going on with me. It's all a mess." Kate slides her hand up into her hair and tugs her head down to her knees again, tight, even though all of her is in his lap. "I wish Magnus had never told me about him."