He laughs softly and nods, then lets out a long, slow breath. "God, yes," he says. "Since the day I found out." It's all been private freaking-out, though, because the last thing he wants is for Magnus to think he's angry or upset about this, or for this kid to somehow one day think that he (or she) isn't wanted. Because 'not ready' and 'not wanting' aren't the same at all. He still wants to kick himself for being careless, and thinks he'll spend the next several months worrying until he's sure Magnus and this kid will be okay. "What do I know about being a father? Not much."
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Date: 2012-05-27 11:46 pm (UTC)