[for Declan] Can't stop coming in hot

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In the game of I never, Kate almost always loses. She grew up fast and grew up hard, and she's done all the things people usually ask about and plenty they don't. But if the question was I've never arranged a date for my boyfriend on his birthday, Kate wouldn't have to drink. She probably would drink, because truth isn't an absolute for Kate. It's what she wants someone to know or not know about her.

She's given up lying like breathing but she didn't tell anyone (but the one person who counts) she's never done anything like this before. The whole package. The individual parts are familiar. Like the LBD she put together from scraps of black fabric from the clothing box. The black heels which she hates to walk in, but are fine for standing, eating, and fucking in. The bland beige belted trenchcoat (hand-fitted, but not re-pieced). Even the loose shoulder-brushing curls and hints of kohl around her eyes. All familiar. Dinner reservations, check. Surprise dessert (or breakfast, depending on how they roll), check. Note in his mailbox and on his door, check. It's just putting them all together and making them work she's not sure about.

Not that she's ever admitting that to anyone. What Declan doesn't know, doesn't hurt him. And right now all he knows is to meet her at her place at sunset. Where she'll conveniently not be, just long enough for him to sit down and wait while Kate watches, invisible from behind some nearby trees.

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title lyrics from Pink's Raise Your Glass

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It doesn't take much to goad him into it, not when that's what he wants too. God, he loves her, and it's one of only a handful of times he's been able to use a woman like this. Hell, it's one of only a few times he's wanted to.

He leans in, covering her back as he fucks her, and licks and nips along her neck and shoulder. "Feels good, doesn't it?"

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If he thinks she can talk now, he's not paying attention to how hard he is and how deep he's taking her. Fuck, talk? She can't catch a full breath and it's good. The railing creaks and Kate drops her head forward, a low moan her only answer. She's clenching and pulsing but can't keep a grip on him. It's perfect.

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Speechless. Declan likes speechless and he's pretty damn near close to it himself, hitting her hard and fast on every thrust and pressing her against the railing. Christ.

"Not gonna last, love."

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"Good," Kate manages to force out. One word for everything, for him being that hot for her, for how she feels, for him and her, everything. She's close too, so close. It might take a few strokes to get her there after he's done, or she may just go with him.

Doesn't matter. All Kate needs right now is this, him, taking her too hard to leave room for doubts.

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That's enough for Declan, considering he's been on the edge almost since he first touched her tonight and he tries not to overthink it for once and just feels, orgasm spiraling out and nothing but his breath and Kate's in the quiet outside her hut.

This penchant for semi-public sex is something new, yes, but since it makes him burn hotter than fire and she seems to need it too, he's not going to question it.

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Sometimes it's safer not to come. Safer to let the guy have his and keep hers to herself. For a few breaths, Kate hovers on that borderline but the sound of Declan's pleasure is so familiar now, the weight of him is so right, she trusts him and lets go.

A slow, sweet wave hauls her under and a second, faster and harder, rolls her. She forgets all the reasons she silences herself and gives him that too, a long quiet keening cry.

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It's good, with her, like always, and Declan pulls away and tugs down the hem of her dress before rubbing his palm lightly against her back.

"You're perfect, you know. Absolutely perfect."

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Kate wants to say...she wants to curl into his arms and skip dinner and have sex over and over. That's the lie she's telling herself about what she wants, but it's not doing much good to hide how much she wants...other things.

She stands up, weak-kneed, a fucking cliche, but at least it's a fucking cliche and turns on one high heel to face him, grinning. "You're just saying that because you know I'm leaving the house dripping with your come and it hits all your possessive kinks."

It's true. Even if it's not what part of her keeps trying to say at all.

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"Yes," Declan says, smirking at her. "Christ, you're crass. Half the things that come out of that pretty mouth of yours are so filthy they ought to be illegal."

It's sort of like having 24/7 access to a phone sex line, in a way, and Declan can't say he particularly minds it.

"I'd ask if it's just me but I suspect that's just Kate Freelander in general, yeah?"

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God it's hot when he gets like that. Admitting it. That he wants her like this. Fuck, her brain is one twisted place.

Smirking, Kate shrugs and tugs her dress straight. "Are you complaining?" She's going to have to wipe up at least or she really will drip in ways that are totally uncool, even for her. For right now, though, it's hot as hell. When they have to switch back to condoms, if they do, she's going to miss this.

A few steps from the railing to him and she half gives in to her other urges, rests her hand on his chest and says more honestly, "It's just you, Declan. I talk dirty for partners who like it, but I've never let a guy have what I give you."

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"Then it's as special as it feels," Declan says, lightly stroking his hand down her cheek. "And I like that. I like it being just for me. I give you parts of me I haven't given anyone else, you know."

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Kate tries, she honestly fucking tries not to tilt her head into that touch. She can't help it. "Yeah?" she asks, voice way too soft for what they just did. Maybe she brings out all of his kinks, but he brings to light every lie she's told herself. The things she wants...it's best not to think about them. "Like what?"

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"I've never fucked anyone over a railing before," Declan says dryly. "So there's a first. I've also never gotten half a handjob in public before either. I don't know, you bring out this side of me that just...I've never been this way with anyone else before."

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"I'll have to make it a whole one next time," she answers, but kisses the side of his hand. Her fingers slip in between the buttons of his shirt for the feel of his skin. "I like how you are with me." It's soft, a confession. She just wishes she knew what she wanted from him.

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"How's that, then? The hard and fast stuff?"

Declan suspects it might not be just that but he also thinks it might be easier for Kate to admit to the sex being good than the feelings that are attached.

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"All of it. Even this part." This part being her sliding her arms around him and rests her cheek against his chest. She hates that this is something she wants and needs, but she's given up trying to fight it as long as he doesn't push her to talk too much.

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Declan kisses the top of her head lightly and just holds her for a moment. "I like this part too, actually. I like it quite a bit, love."

More than a bit but it's something he doesn't like to pressure her with, the more emotionally heavy things.

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Her fingers curl in the back of his shirt, and she's not clinging, she's not. She just... "You turn me inside out, babe. You know that? No one's ever made me feel like this." She kisses the hollow of his throat. "It's okay. I don't mind that much."

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"Can I hold you for a little while?"

Seems silly to ask, considering what he just did but he wants to. He always wants to know that what he wants is what she wants in return.

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Kate wants it so much she almost says no. Instead, she says, "As long as you're careful with the dress. You've got no idea how long it takes to hand sew something like this."

It's nowhere near as sharp as she wishes it was, but he's wearing her down. She needs him.

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"I'm not going to harm it," Declan promises. "I'd like you to wear it for me again someday so I'm not going to go about ruining it."

He does, however, slide one of his hands in hers and squeezes. "I know you've probably got plans but we can lay down for a bit, yeah?"

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Yeah.

"Your birthday, babe." She tips her head up to smile at him. Fuck. She's just stupid over him. Freelander, you're so screwed. "Whatever you want. My only plan is to make you glad you're spending it with me."

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"Just a quick breather, then," Declan says, sliding his arm around her waist. "Then back to your regularly scheduled programming."

Truthfully, he just needs this, but...seems a bit stupid to admit it right out loud.

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When they get back inside, Kate gives it about ten seconds thought before she pulls the dress off and swaps it out for the jersey she'd pulled from the box the first night they spent together. It hangs to mid-thigh and that's more than enough.

She shrugs at him a little sheepish. "You shouldn't have to be careful in bed. The whole point's to be comfortable, right?"

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"That is the point," Declan agrees and tugs her close to hold her. "And I would have been very upset if I'd ruined the sexiest thing I've ever seen you in other than your skin, so. It's probably for the best that you've taken it off."